I want to die. Like actually, I want nothing more right now than to die.
I gotta be honest I really like Desmond. He’s perfect and cute and korean and hilarious and gaah. And he called me gorgeous and I just aklsdfjas;l
you know you go to walmart too often when the cashiers recognize you…
Just for once I want to have a long-term relationship with a boy. I want to be able to tell him everything and call him every night and not feel clingy, because I knows he feels the same. I want to be able to bring him to family things, hold hands in public, and just lay under the stars and cuddle. I want to be able to plan surprise dates for him vise versa. I want to be that couple that everyone says how cute and perfect they are. I want better luck with relationships.
the sexual tension between you and someone when you tell them to shutup and they say ‘make me’.
Damn it damn it damn it.
So there’s a huuuge party tomorrow night and the guy I like is going. (it’s a fwb situation) But apparently it’s pretty much already been busted and adlfkja I just really wanted to go and so my friend won’t even go now. And I’m way too sober. Like 2 months sober. Fuck, if he gets another girls number I swear..
I don’t usually post things like this
But, I basically had plans to go have sex with a guy tonight and then all of a sudden he had to babysit last minute so now I’m just horny af with no plans ugh. asdalfjas
Omfg, my best friend just told me she lost her virginity. But, she didn’t have the chance to tell me for like 2 weeks because she’s grounded. She told me by showing me she wasn’t wearing her purity ring.. hahaha. Holy shit, who woulda thought?
So last night my best friend and I were gonna get smashed and then we were watching tv at like midnight waiting for her family to go to sleep so we could leave and we fell asleep and woke up at like 5 am. PARTY ANIMALS!1!!
I need to go to bed but omfg.
I danced with a guy at hot summer nights allll night tonight and he kissed me and we held hands and now we’re gonna hang out and we’ve been texting all night and I need to go to bed because I have to get up at 7 and he’s 18 and doesn’t go to my school and fjadslkfj is this real life? I can’t just go to bed now.
My ex was literally next door to me today at a graduation party and I saw his car and left the house. Guys, this is bad he is driving me out of my own home now. Also, it took some serious balls to park almost IN my drive way. Asshole. I was so happy not to have to deal with him at school anymore and I’ve seen him like 8 times this summer already (two of them just TODAY.) Gett the fuck out of my life already.
